Long Time. No see.

It's been like for ever! So! I've decide in to what name I'll change my Blogs name. (:

So Honestly I'm really Sorry! For taking Soooooo LONG! in writing.
So Officially! I will be Leaving My beautiful Island in exactly 7 week! Wooohooo!!! 


-So if you din't knew, I'll sum it up!: In January 9, I'll be leaving to South America!  (ajajajaa! Love that Movie!) 
No, but seriously I'll working with homeless childrens, orphans, drug addict kids(like they are literally kids, 6 years and older) and working with youth kids in church. I'll be in Argentina and Bolivia. For a few months, January-May. (I have to come back in May for time to go to summer school. Long story short I study with loans so I can't be more than 6 months not studying) So that means that I'll be 5-ish months on a mission trip. 
I love serving the Lord! He is truly my passion. I wish I could work 24/7 for Him. But for know, while I'm still in school it's not the way I want it. But still I serve Him every time I can.


-So obviously you don't know. But I HATE talking on a microphone, and being on a "stage" even MORE! It makes me soooo nerves, it's not even funny seriously it's not. I cant talk to people one-one, and if someone need to talk I'll love to spend time with that person but talking to a lot of people if hate it! I feel like I'm in the spot and because everyone is watching me it makes it worst! 


So 2 weeks ago I share with my church(The Movement)what I was going to be doing,when and where I was leaving, etc. And it has been such a HUUUUGE blessing to my life. New people in church has approach to me, pray for me, talk to me, share there desires of serving the Lord in other countries, wanting to help more and care for others even more, and I feel sooooo blessed and so unworthy of this HUGE bless in my life. May new friends have talk to be about the desires God has placed in their hearts of talking to other about Him and even going on mission trips. The Lords grace and mercy just amazed me every day even more and more. I see Him every day more and more in every person that comes in to my life one way or other. He is to good for me. I'm so in LOVE with Him. He is the only love I know and ever had. 


So, I know that maybe you wonder, what I'll be needing for my trip. So basically I'll be needing the body of Christ praying for me. I'll be seeing the reality of many children's in S.A. I know that my heart will be not cold but that I can handle the cruel reality of many children's that I'll be working with. Let God be shown by me all the time, that it will never be me working, or talking, or dealing with any situations that I'll be dealing with. 


Also that I have peace of mind about the economic area. Honesty I'm a person who worries A L-O-T, like its very seriously. When I'm not worry something its weird in me. It's like its my nature, and I trust God! its just that I like to be in control all the time, and with Him, I can't. And honestly I prefer it that way, cus every time I try to do something by my self I mess it up BIG TIME. So I've learn to "Let go and Let God" (:


God has provide me in soooo many ways thru this process where I have had to learn that I can't do things by my self and that the body if Christ WORKS! I have seen people that don't have a lot gave me more that what they can, because they believe in the desires that God has place in my heart, and the know that they are real! And that I'm His! <3 (aahhh!! That feels sooooo goooood! beeing His:))
So I know God knows who are the persons that are going to help me financially, and I'm Ok not knowing what's going to happens tomorrow and just"going with the flow"with God(jajaja). I have seen His provision! More than Once! He is sooooo good to me! And that is the same reason why I'm leaving everything, job, friends, family, my friendly fish, school(that out of nowhere I'm feeling sad cus I'm leaving it for 5 months or so) EVERYTHING! for His Love! For this is what we are called to do! :D And I hope that this is just the begging of my future life! :D 


-To get money, I'm selling A LOT of things, such as: Chocolates, candy cane, "brazos gitanos", hand made bracelets (made from paper!!!Go Green), little notebooks with the real flag of P.R. My beautiful island!with nylon paper! :D and I'll even be doing a garage sale!!!! :D selling All the pretty almost never worn clothe and shoes! if you are interested let me know! I'm selling EVERYTHING! :D

-So if you do wanna know more about the trip, and you would like a letter or something explaining everything please let me know! 


-Soon I'll be posting some of the testimony I have to give! From this beautiful process that God has called me to be! :D 






Lov. Gab. (: